So... Feeling alright after a good night's sleep

BUT GODDAMN THE WORLD WHY CAN'T I FUCKING STOP EATING.

Fucking hate myself.

Fucking. Hate. Myself.

HATE MY FUCKING SELF.

I swear.

I swear I hate myself.

FUCK THIS???

:"( Feeling so depressed. I know I'm fat la k guys stop rubbing into it please. Get a life ya thanks. I AM WORKING ON IT OK can't you all shut the fuck up. OK. I act like I'm okay w it but you all should learn to be more sensitive humans alright. How long have you lived already have you not learnt about feelings?

That's enough.

I SWEAR........I WOULD. START TO. CUT DOWN. ON FOOD. FROM TOMORROW. IF I AM EATING TOO MUCH. I will make sure THAT I WILL GROW PIMPLES ON MY FOREHEAD UNTIL I START BEING DISCIPLINED AGAIN. (fuck this is a crazy swear....But it won't do if I don't be harsh on myself.)