Myself

I swear I fucking hate myself for lacking of self-control while consuming alcohol

it's really getting from bad t worst and why still do I not know my limits?

Wonder if I really learnt my lesson and do I want to be so embarrassing or not.

Lucky for me I always have friends who do not leave me alone to die when I get wasted.

But I end up burdening them and stopped them from having a good time which is very selfish,right?

I should start learning how to be more disciplined in drinking and stop taking gulps of liquor when I start to feel tipsy

I am turning 18 and yet I still cannot look out for myself wtf is this???

I swear off drinking from this day till my bday celebration!! (even till then I doubt i will wanna drink)

Even when typing this is nauseating

Mandy, plz change for the better ok

You gotta grow up man

Seriously okay...