I may be a week late for this post, but still, better late than never!

My 2011 have been really really awesome, and I must really say, I am really truly thankful for the friends I have. Without them, I don't know who I'll be.

As usual since the very start of my poly life, I've my Puddycat dollz Emily, Lydia, Rachel & Shuxiang to count on. :) And up till now, I know I'll always have them, so I don't fear of being alone at all.

Not forgetting the boys as well, and all 11 of us formed 1oh!1. Ivan, Kelvin, Isaac, Nikhil, Zun, Matthew. We may drift apart every now and then, but there's one thing to be glad about is that we know that 1oh!1 will still live, and that our bond will not easily falter. This group of people are my first group of friends when I experienced TP for the very first time. I am truly thankful, that these people came into my life.

Another group of friends whom I hold close to my heart would be the bunch of people I hang out with in class since the start of 1c02! Heidi, Dawn, Jowell, Jasmine, YH, Gerald, David and Keith. (As well as Dan- i freaking miss her). I don't know what words to use to describe how important these people are to me. Do y'all remember me breaking down outside Zirca when I wasn't too sober because I thought all of them didn't liked me anymore- I thought they don't care about me as a friend anymore. Ok, that was probably the worst time of my 2011, when year2 just started, I never felt so alone... But anyway, thanks guys for all the reassurance I get from you all. Despite little unhappiness amongst us every now and then, we'll still be one :)

End of 2010 I got into a r/s, then got off it in mid 2011. I don't deny that it was an impulse decision then, but it definitely wasn't a regretful one. Most of the times were sweet. But as all know (after this incident), that I am not cut out to be anyone's girlfriend. So one of my 2012 resolution would be to Stay single and enjoy life young.

Not that I didn't manage to enjoy when I was attached, I'm just not the type who can commit for long.

Anyhoooo, it was good experience, and I know I did really love, and put in my heart into this r/s I had. :)

So glad I made good friend with this girl: Fiona Phoon. She's like my clubbing partner. 99% of the time when we're partying, when there's me, there'll be her (and vice versa). OF COURSE I won't be forgetting....

My BFF girls: Fiona, Helena, Francesca, Amber & Christine. They're probably the best group of girl company I can ever find! So happy that work has bonded us and brought us together :) It must be destiny, hee. But seriously, I love all of them and love the friday nights meet-up clubbing and having supper together!

While working with Keisha, also got to know her better and we eventually got closer. This girl, always so cute and sweet :)

Apart from all those people, my CO colleagues have also been dears to me. Especially Alicia, Suziie, Precella my BFF, Hidaya, Farhan, etc. They've been great companions at work. And I highly reckon without them, work at CO would become such a bore... because Arena, Meiyin, Rahman, Yewpang, Mai, Calista, Eileen, Alex hong, Alexander, Alex goh have left AMKCO :(

In 2010, I got closer to Prec my Bff (heh). And I like her company. She's been such a nice friend and good listener. Seeing these people really put a smile across my face especially even on tiring days.

At the last few months of 2010, when I started to party like cray again, got a bit closer to Keagan, Curly, Hadee. These people were the ones who sticked to me and took care of me at my worst. So guilty and thankful! I also got to know more graduates; Shahbuya, Derek, Ryan... after a night of clubbing. Became bros with Derek & buddies with Shahbuya, could also talk to Ryan. It feels good to know that there'll be these people around to hear me out, when I need to rant, and make me laugh!

OH, and not forgetting my gym/running buddy, Zain! He's always there to exercise with me when I feel fat. Not only that, he'll encourage and motivate me everytime we meet. Such a great friend, and a great FA when I was a freshie :")

Afew other people whom I treasure and will be continuing to would be: Sean smiles, Qah, Canice (got closer to her in 2.2)- we go to school together and could practically talk about anything and everything. Such a sweet friend hehe.

Continuing the list....

Van, Grace teo, Grace quek, Zee, Boon, Jacq, Sheila... etc :)

I've gained so much weight from the beginning of year 1 till the end of year 1. Frankly speaking from the bottom of my heart I was very very depressed. Like, omgwtf? How did it even happen :'( Nobody knows how much I hated myself then, of course because I do not show. I mean like, what for? These stuffs gotta be kept inside. I know my friends around me would constantly tell me things like 'You're not fat la', 'You're so skinny!', etc... But deep down I know it myself! Though okay, I may not be considered fat, prolly average. But everytime I look at myself in the mirror, I hated myself a little more... And was utmost upset when daddywee told me I gained weight. WHUT.

But lucky for me, I finally found the motivation in mid 2011 to go on a diet and lose weight. After 6 months of hard work okay. I fucking eat and it's just that I frigging forced myself to exercise more even though truth is i hated travelling to the damn gym :/